ishh...
i do sumthg stupid agn...
lol~
quite fish...
watever la...
i wun do it anymore i think...
:]

leaving~

d life at here is quite suffer for me..
face those ppl...
WAT REACTION SHOULD I GIV?
say HI n SMILE,after dat jz walk away?
or try my best to avoid them,dun talk to them?
argh..I DUNO~
they jz giv me a feel---
UNCOMFORTABLE
HARD TO TALK TO THEM..
y?
i duno~
nobody cn reli make me happy agn..
everytime i smile...
i ask myself--
M I RELI HAPI?
it alwiz make my heart so pain~
bcoz i cnt find an answer 4 it..
bt i reli hope..
sum1 cn care me more...
at least accompany me when i m sad,down..
nt jz a word..
'ACTION ALWIZ SPEAK LOUDER DEN WORD'
it jz a hope...
nobody was did dat on me..
how i treat my fren nice...
how i care them...
they jz act as normal...
nobody appreciate dat..
bt i'm stil do dat...
I'M STUPID,RIGHT?
many thg happened..
make me feel almoz every1 is FAKE!
'TIME PASS QUICKLY'
'I GET MY VISA'
'GO US'
'START NEW LIFE'
'4GT ALL PPL IN M'SIA'
dat wat i wan~

disappointed~

ring...ring...ring... my phone rang~
'gong ye'
'sum1 u noe cn fetch my bros go skul?'
'my uncle lo'
'reli?cn he fetch my bros?cz nobody cn fetch them nw....'
'i help u ask lo'
'jz fetch them go skul, go hum cn help fetch ur uncle'son...'
'k lo,help u ask'
d call end....
while dinner....
'ma(dat's hw i called my grannny)...'
'huh?'
'uncle cn fetch my fren's bros anot?'
'whr they live?'
'so near jek, nt far...(i tel her whr it actuali located)'
'cnt la, nt d same way...'
'wat? thr oso cn go geh mar....help my fren la...'
'haiz,nw nt i going to fetch them,is ur uncle la...n d way nt same too, hw to help? nw fetch u oso is problem liao...'
'jz chg d way to reach d skul jek mar, so hard meh....his mum alwiz fetch me go back 1, nw they gt problem, y dun us help them?'
'd case cnt b say lik dat.......( a lot of lame shit )....'
'k, fine, conclusion is- U NT GOING TO HELP'
after dinner, i jz strictly walk into my room~
mind full wif those nonsense said by my granny jz nw....
haiz...jz too disappointed...
my fren's mum alwiz fetch me go back from skul....
sumtime i oso wil feel shy to do dat bt i hav no choice....
my transport stuff is quite bad n messy nw...
nw gt sumthg i cn do 4 paid dat...
bt my granny~ wat a ******......
nw jz cn hope them cn find a way to slove d problem...
GOD BLESS U~